DOGES IN BOW TIES OH MY HEART
There will always be this part of me that can’t get over what you meant to me, baby. Cause you were my world.
I hate cold, rainy, fall days like this. All I want to do is cry. I miss my boys so much. I miss my little man and just want to be able to see him like I was always able to up until now. I miss my love and I just want to get him back. I know that God only puts you through the things that he knows you can handle but having my uncle die and losing my two men is almost more than I can handle…. But I’ll get through and I’ll always keep a smile on my face at the memories. And I know that things will work out the way they’re supposed to.
It’s amazing just how much your entire life can change in just 10 weeks. 10 weeks ago this morning, I received news that I NEVER expected. My uncle, who had always been like Superman to me, I was thought he was invincible, was tragically killed in a freak accident. Due to his death, I met an amazing guy. In these 10 weeks: I’ve had my family turn against me, have not been able to see my little man near as much because of that, fell in love for the first time, had my heart completely broken, tried dating someone new, was treated wrong by him, realized that no one will ever compare to the first guy and that I’ll spend forever trying to get him back. My heart will always belong to D……
Happy Birthday to my big “brothers” Matt and Mark!!! We’ve sure came a longgg way from being those crazy construction site kids following our dads around. This summer, something that we thought was impossible happened, but somehow we’ve made it through and are stronger than we’ve ever been!
[friends theme starts playing softly in the distance] *drops bowl of cereal* *runs through the house* *leaps over couch* *clap clap clap clap*
I got to spend some time with my favorite Marine today—- my big cousin :) It’s crazy how he’s 27 and I’m almost 20. Seems like just yesterday we were kids running around and he was my best friend. And now he’s my hero.
I’m pretty sure that good night texts are the best. I like knowing that I’m the last person on your mind before he goes to sleep because I know that he’s the last person on my mind. :))
Sam Hunt - Strawberry Wine (Live from The Bobby Bones Show)
Oh god I’m in love.